Poetry

Ab neend nahi aati

Aur na soya jaata hai,

Kya ho gaya hai mujhe

Patani kyu ab yeh dil dhadakna hi nahi chahata hai……..

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Ab akela raheta hu

Aur akele hi rahena chahata hu,

Bhot badi kahani hai meri

Jo bss ab alfazo se sbko bayan karna chahata hu………

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Kho si gayi hai zindagi meri

Dikhawe aur jooth ke bich,

Aur jb koi puchta hai haal mera

Jawab milta hai bilkul theek…… bilkul theek……..

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Ab aksaar khud se baat karta hu

Aur bss tujhko yaad karta hu,

Toot chukka hu jaanta hu

Phir bhi maane se inkaar karta hu…….

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Kabhi kabhi mujhe samjh nahi ata

Ki usse samjh kyu nahi ata,

Pata tou hai na usse ache se

Ki uske bina dil dhadakna hi nahi chahata……..

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Sb sach janti tou hai na vo

Phir bhi usko samjh kyu nahi aata,

Vaade tou kiye the usne

Un sab per mujhe aaj bhi vishwash hai,

Kab aakar pura karegi vo,

Ab zindagi jeene ke liye

Bss issi baat ka intzaar hai……

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Jb se vo gayi hai na

Zindagi ko bhi dur ker rakha hai mane,

Janta hu naraj hu usse

Phir bhi usse apni aarzo bana rakha hai mane……

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Ab aadat si ho gayi hai mujhe

Aankho mai aasu leke rote rahene ki,

Koi aur nahi hai mujhe sambhal ne ke liye yaha

Tou bss khud ko hi sambhal leta hu,

Janta hu zindagi mai kuch bacha nahi hai ab

Tou apne purane kaal ko yaad kar leta hu………

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Ab tou khud se bhi jooth bolne laga hu main

Shyaad sach apnane ki himmat khota jaa raha hu,

Umeed tou kuch bhi nahi hai mujhe ab

Jb bhi usse pyaar karne ki galti karta jaa raha hu………

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Logg kehte hai ki acha likhta hu main

Kash shabdo ke piche ka dard bhi jaan sakte,

Kesi zindagi ho gayi hai meri

Ab kisi ke khandhe pe sarr rakh ker roo bhi nahi sakte…….

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Bhot pyaar kart hu usse

Lakin ab kya umeed karu,

Usse meri mout waajib hai pyaar se Jayda,

Tou kase sab kuch theek karu…….

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Jb dekhta hu na usse

Tou rooh kaap jaati hai,

Aankhe tou mil jaati hai meri usse

Aur aasu bhi chod jaati hai,

Lakin usse sacha pyaar karne ke gehre zakham chod jati hain……

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Zindagi jeene ki koi aarzo bachi nahi hai meri

Kyuki sari umeed tou ab kho baitha hu,

Thak gaya hu zindagi ki naukari karte karte

Bss ab tou mout se umeed karke baitha  hu……..

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Alfaaz tou kam hi hai mere pass

Kyuki kahi barr jazzbato ko kagaz per likha nahi jaata,

Mane tou dil se bharosa aur sacha pyaar kiya tha usse

Pata nahi kyu yeh dil dhadakna hi nahi chahata.

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Main first year ladka ,

vo first year ki ladki thi

Hum P1 ke student ,

Aksar vo Metro mai mila karti thi……

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wase tou vo shuru mai ek kone mai chup chap batha karti thi ,

Aur bss jb hi se vo meri dil ki dhadhkan

aur college mai meri phali pasand ho gayi thi …………….

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Naye Naye aye the hum college mai,

aur classes bhi ek saath hi lagti thi

Vo aate sang hi college mein itni famous ho gayi thi,

ki usse baat karne ke liye class ke bhar badi si line lagti thi………………

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Ek maze ki baat batau, hum dono ka route same tha,

Tou wo meri metro mai hi jaati thi,

Wase tou uske bhot dost the, lakin itna tha ki mera naam jaanti thi,

Subhe mere baad, aur shyaam ko mere se phale stop tha uska……….

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Janta tou tha mai use, lakin kabhi baat nahi hoti thi,

Wase tou whatsapp pe approach kiya tha mane use, lakin dil mai abhi gabrahet si hoti thi,

Phir ek din call aya tha uska, usne pucha saath chaloge mere

Aur yeh pahli dafa tha, jab words exchange kiye the humne………

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Wase tou uss safar main hum chup chap hi baithe the hum,

Wase tou uske baare mai sb janta hi tha , magar phir bhi pucha mane usse,

Kya pasand hain apko, kya khate ho aap, khaha ghumte ho ap,

Aur isi thara vo baate chalti rahi aur patani kaha tak poch gayi……..

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Main ussey pheli baar mil rha tha, pehali baar baat ho rahi thi

Aur pheli mulakaat main hi itna ghul mil gaye the hum,

Laga hi nahi raha tha ki phali daffa mil rahe hai hum…..

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Kuch majak, kuch khaas aur bhot kuch bataya tha usne,

Bhot bolti thi vo, lakin uske dil mai kya hai kuch nahi bataya usne,

Lakin samjh gaya tha main andar andar hi ghabrati thi vo,

dil mai kuch raaz dafan hai jinse ghabrati thi vo…….

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Ab yeh phala safar khatam ho gaya tha ,

Phir Mai Ghar gaya chehre pe ek baadi smile leke

Woh poora lamha rewind hora tha shuru se leke…………..

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Ab class mai saath baithna aur safar saath karna shuru ker diya tha humne

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Aarzoo bann gayi thi vo khwaahish ussi se shuru aur ussi pe khatam thi,

Aaj tak aisa mixture dekha nahi tha mane,

khoobsurat ke saath behad cute bhi thi……..

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Wase tou apni bato se vo mera dil mai bss chuki thi,

Dheere dheere karib ane lagi thi vo mere

Apne dosto ko ignore, aur dil main basne lagi thi vo mere……….

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Phir kahi ghumne chalne ke liye puch tha mane usse

Busy hai vo usne bola mujhe,

Phir khud ayi vo aur usne pucha mujhse

Usne khud hi ghumne ke liye bola mujhse,

Karib hone ka essas hone laga tha mujhe usse

jb pata chale nakhare bas wo mere samne hi karti thi,

bhot daata tha main usse kyoki vo apna dhiyaan kabhi nahi rakhti thi……….

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Phir ek din movie dekhne gaye the hum,

per mujhe waha pata chala ki vo tou kisi aur se pyaar karti thi

Phir bhi dil ki baat boli di mane usse… shyaad galti kardi thi mane,

Apne rishtye se pareshan hai vo bataya usne mujhe…………

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Agle din college mai mili vo mujhse,

Pyaar karti hai yeh bola usne mujhse,

Breakup karne ka vaada bhi kiya tha usne……….

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Ab hum saath the,

Din ache se guzar rahe the humare,

Ab koi bhi baat karne mai hickichati nahi thi vo,

Pyaar karti hai mujhse aksar bola karti thi vo………

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Ab apni dosto se jb bhi ladai karke aati thi,

Unki sarri galiya mujhe sunni padti thi………

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Aur Ab hum bss saath rahete the,

Dosto tou mere aur bhi the per ussi se gehre naate the……..

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Phir Kuch esa hua jise pareshan thi vo,

Bhot samhala mane usse per badal si gayi thi vo,

Pyaar karta hu bhot bola mane usse……..

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Toot gaya tha main jb pata chala rishtya todna padega mujhe,

Bhot jooth bole usne dhoka bhi bhot bada diya usne mujhe,

Patani ni kyu kiya usne esa mai tou bss sache dil se bharosa karta tha uspe……….

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Ab dil tou dhadak raha tha,

per sach pata chalne ke baad jaan nahi bachi thi mujhme……..

dooriyoon se bhot ghabra raha tha,

usse bachne ke liye drugs, drinks ke nashe mai jaa raha tha……..

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galti kya thi meri nahi pata mujhe ,

kya mane dil se bharosa kiya,

uski ki saza mil rahi hai mujhe………

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kabhi daraya nahi usse,

kabhi dhamkya nahi usse,

dost ki thara humesha samjhta raha usse,

lakin badal gayi thi vo………

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Ab kabhi ni mil pate hum,

Samne dikhte hai per kuch bol nahi pate hum,

Apna rishtya reverse hone laga

Kb ajnabi se ek pakke dost aur

Ab phir dost se ajnabi ki tharaf bande laga……….

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Khud ko bhot samhala lakin sach apna nahi paa raha tha main,

Ab akele hi aankhe rone lagi thi,

Ab duriya aur bhi bhaad rahi thi,

Galat kiya hai usne, yeh pata tha mujhe,

Nafart karna chahata tha,

lakin kerr nahi paa raha the main…………..

Abhi bhi utna hi pyaar karta hu usse

Batana chahta hu mai usse

Lakin kya fayda ab usse batane kya, ki kitna chahta hu main usse…………

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Shyaad yeh padegi vo bharosa hai mujhe

Nafart tou mai bilkul nahi karta,

 shyaad yeh tou pata ho usse…………..

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Bss humesha kushi mile usse mujhse pahle,

Dard tou de hi diye usne mujhe mout se phale…………

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Abhi bhi mai first year ka ladka,

Aur vo first year ki ladki hai,

Hum P1 ke student,

Lakin ab baat ni hua karti hai.

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