Ab neend nahi aati
Aur na soya jaata hai,
Kya ho gaya hai mujhe
Patani kyu ab yeh dil dhadakna hi nahi chahata hai……..
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Ab akela raheta hu
Aur akele hi rahena chahata hu,
Bhot badi kahani hai meri
Jo bss ab alfazo se sbko bayan karna chahata hu………
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Kho si gayi hai zindagi meri
Dikhawe aur jooth ke bich,
Aur jb koi puchta hai haal mera
Jawab milta hai bilkul theek…… bilkul theek……..
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Ab aksaar khud se baat karta hu
Aur bss tujhko yaad karta hu,
Toot chukka hu jaanta hu
Phir bhi maane se inkaar karta hu…….
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Kabhi kabhi mujhe samjh nahi ata
Ki usse samjh kyu nahi ata,
Pata tou hai na usse ache se
Ki uske bina dil dhadakna hi nahi chahata……..
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Sb sach janti tou hai na vo
Phir bhi usko samjh kyu nahi aata,
Vaade tou kiye the usne
Un sab per mujhe aaj bhi vishwash hai,
Kab aakar pura karegi vo,
Ab zindagi jeene ke liye
Bss issi baat ka intzaar hai……
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Jb se vo gayi hai na
Zindagi ko bhi dur ker rakha hai mane,
Janta hu naraj hu usse
Phir bhi usse apni aarzo bana rakha hai mane……
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Ab aadat si ho gayi hai mujhe
Aankho mai aasu leke rote rahene ki,
Koi aur nahi hai mujhe sambhal ne ke liye yaha
Tou bss khud ko hi sambhal leta hu,
Janta hu zindagi mai kuch bacha nahi hai ab
Tou apne purane kaal ko yaad kar leta hu………
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Ab tou khud se bhi jooth bolne laga hu main
Shyaad sach apnane ki himmat khota jaa raha hu,
Umeed tou kuch bhi nahi hai mujhe ab
Jb bhi usse pyaar karne ki galti karta jaa raha hu………
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Logg kehte hai ki acha likhta hu main
Kash shabdo ke piche ka dard bhi jaan sakte,
Kesi zindagi ho gayi hai meri
Ab kisi ke khandhe pe sarr rakh ker roo bhi nahi sakte…….
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Bhot pyaar kart hu usse
Lakin ab kya umeed karu,
Usse meri mout waajib hai pyaar se Jayda,
Tou kase sab kuch theek karu…….
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Jb dekhta hu na usse
Tou rooh kaap jaati hai,
Aankhe tou mil jaati hai meri usse
Aur aasu bhi chod jaati hai,
Lakin usse sacha pyaar karne ke gehre zakham chod jati hain……
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Zindagi jeene ki koi aarzo bachi nahi hai meri
Kyuki sari umeed tou ab kho baitha hu,
Thak gaya hu zindagi ki naukari karte karte
Bss ab tou mout se umeed karke baitha hu……..
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Alfaaz tou kam hi hai mere pass
Kyuki kahi barr jazzbato ko kagaz per likha nahi jaata,
Mane tou dil se bharosa aur sacha pyaar kiya tha usse
Pata nahi kyu yeh dil dhadakna hi nahi chahata.
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